Begin Again

"On a (Thursday) at a cafe, I watched it begin again"


Stage 1: Meeting? Check. Moving on to Stage 2: The Chase.

Its past 1am and I'm still up. Usually by this time I'm already skipping through the green grass of dream world but now, I'm still up and wide awake. I guess I'm currently in "The Chase" phase where all we want to do is spend time together, talk to each other until the wee hours of the night. It feels nice to feel this way again, it's been years since I last encountered this kind of feeling.

I feel like I'm back to being a teenager.  Always holding my phone, texting someone until 3am, smiling while reading his messages.. Ugh I feel pathetic, but I feel happy. A good kind of happy. Stress-free kind of happy.

"The meeting" was good, I had a lot of fun, a good kind of fun. Talking and sharing stories over coffee, fun dinner full of conversations that ranges from life, love and family. Literally no dead air, no awkward silence just good conversations. I can say it was a good first date. Funny, he's already asking for a second.

I wonder how long will I be in this stage before I move on to the next.