Moody Mu-Swings

One moment so depressed and so kilig in the next.

Well, first of, this person who makes me feel so kilig is a friend of mine who all of a sudden become a "close" friend. We usually talk and joke around. When we went out last friday night, it was one of the weirdest feelings I've ever had. I feel so awkward yet comfortable with him. It feels like I can see myself being with him. Even my best friend thinks that it's so weird for me to feel this way towards him.

And now, look at him, I just posted a sad face as a Facebook Stat then he texted me and asked what's wrong. I'm not really used to opening up to him, yet his sudden curiosity about me and my problems makes me smile. Yes, now I'm talking to him, and it somewhat made me feel better. And I am not jumping into conclusions too fast for feeling this way towards him, malabo sya eh, mukha pang torpe. So I ain't giving in until he gives me something more, like an assurance that "hey, I feel the same way."

Got me thinking, maybe I just need someone to act as a stabilizer, that one person who can keep my emotions in neutral and stop me from going down the drain.